We all choose what kind of life we want to lead..
Nobody can force us to do the things we don��t want to..
But the reality is often not like that.
Yet still, your life is in your own hands. How it want to spend your everyday, who you want to spend it with.. how much time you want to spend with your family and friends..or simply just doing the things that you enjoy to do.. having a quiet moment of peace somewhere.. whispering a soft prayer to the Lord.
Mental relaxation is important. I��m learning to incorporate that into my daily life. To have some self-realisation. To take in a breath deeply and giving thanks for even being able to breathe this one, now.
More than a year ago, I chose to leave that kind of corporate world. Where you don��t get to see day and night. My earliest days are 8 to 9plus in the night, whereby they��re not so early because by the time you reach home, it��s already 10plus .. too late for a late dinner. The rest of the night spent infront of the cpu catching up with friends. Not much time spent with the family.
Life��s so much better in the second firm. Regular working hours�� a big plus. Minus the work environment. And the culture. Flew to Europe. Made good friends. Everyday after work is time spent with friends. Dinner with family. Even jogs and strolls with mom and the kids.
Yet, I chose to leave. Because work still sucks. Literally sucking up my energy and motivation to work. Nobody understands your job scope other than those in the same shit. Ignorant people just tell you that a job��s a job and to accept it. They think you��re just whining away and refusing to grow up. I don��t particularly have a dream. But I do wish to get out of the corporate world entirely. Used to think this way, and firmly believed in myself then. But once again, the harsh realities of the money-driven world made me succumb to it again. Ok, maybe I am just like any other being. Materialistic.
So here I am, still stuck in an office environment. But still, too early to comment and conclude on it.
At least, working hours are regular. Workplace maybe a little far. Tiredness will increase. I may get bored of it soon again. But just as long as I don��t hate doing it, or the ppl here, I will hang on for as long as I can. *Keeping fingers crossed*
In short, life is cruel. Life is true. Be true and good to yourself. Money is important but don��t succumb to the world��s desires. Like I always say, if I earn less, I buy less. Nobody can force you to do something that you don��t like or want to. Nobody��s tied down to an organization, or a particular lifestyle, unless YOU allow it. Think it through.
So, what are your priorities today?
Work? Family? Friends? Love? Or Self?
It still good to love yourself a little more than your job and your money.
I wan to go on another holiday... i miss getaways... i miss my europe trip.. bangkok... hongkong...taiwan....i wanna go to japan!!!
