Awakening

The clouds clear

and the stars are showing

but the soul is weary n worn.

Come dawn and the sun shall rise

and so do I.

Hello, And breathe a brand new life.

another article on being grateful

in short,

- positive energy attacts good ppl/things (negative energy attracts even more negativity)

- peace of mind means being grateful for what you already have

- happiness is not what material possessions can bring which is only temporary (we all know that)

- to complain is to stagnate. and more of what you've been dwelling upon will be dished up

- Adopt a right perspective.
True, if you have time to complain, it also means you have the time to do something abt it, but that is given you have the opportunity and capability to. And if not.. then you are left with doing sometin abt the way u tink of it.

that is not to say that we cannot complain/grumble about our jobs/lives, don't drink to chill and relax, don't shop for materialistic stuff that we want, don't pursue and reach for higher goals.. and juz be comfortable where we are, of coz. i believe we are all old/wise enough to strike a balance somewhere, in every aspect of life.

Running

does that require the highest form of determination?

or ..to love somebody, against all odds?

either of which takes strong perseverance and conscious effort each day.

just like self-motivation and constantly reminding yourself to PUSH (Pray Until Something Happens) in life, in work, etc.

but it is so easy to forget, and sink into a state of lethargy each day

the last few runs at bedok stadium. the railings are spotted with bright colors ytd.. i wondered if i had not noticed earlier last wk? but compared to dull green (w rusty patches) whenever i walk past ever since i was 5, this sort of lifted my mood up for a good run.



sometimes we just need a little colors to change everytin. can b sometin as easy as a change in perspective, if not a change in mindset. to appreciate the beauty of tins/ppl ard u at this moment. and busk in the happiness of peace.

And welcome back.

Surely, it feels good n comforting to know that there are people out there with whom you can relate to, in terms of the feelings,desires and emotions you're going through, though not twds each other of course.

N it is nice to share in the happiness of another without feeling the real burden of what relnships also entail, ie, hurts, frustration, uncertainty, insecurity and disappointments.

It can be like watching a real life kr/tw drama unfolding right infront of ur eyes. Haha

this week passed so fast I could barely keep my eyes on what's happening,or rather what's not happening. I mean, nothing except the mid-week high.

放了，爱

不要用眼睛去看

或逻辑去思考

有些幸福可以很简单

只要用心去感应

希望你也感受到。

i have nothing against mondays.. really.

relax. sometimes i blogged people's feelings, so they're not entirely abt me. n the reason why i choose to pen them down is because I find it easier as compared to talking face to face (n no phone as well). but wat is true is i can mostly relate to these feelings for some reason and so i chose to blog abt them.

i can mostly be of no comfort to anyone physically or emotionally becoz i am always the weaker one it seems. though rarely i can hit the right note at the right time but it seems like i juz did last nite after a rude and insensitive 'wat' becoz i thot i was the oni one upset on a sunday nite. =p n i am being selfish to be expecting ppl to b there for me juz becoz they r stronger while forgetting that we r all juz human beings and there are days/nites when even the strongest person will tear. n it is always the case tat u will fail to comfort the person u most wanted to help, which renders u way more helpless and doubly sad.

April was a short month.. i wld call it a rollercoaster ride of highs.. n i wld choose to dismiss the lows twds the end becoz they r things which i cant control and so the oni way is the live them out. There is almost nothing to look forward to in May.. n it's gonna be a real dread..... but nevertheless i shall try my best to lift the spirits high.. even if it's oni my own. =p

we reali shldnt forget how it feels to love someone, and overlook the little conflicts and disagreements tat will tend to arise btw two persons becoz afterall we are made differently, becoz it is more dan juz fate to bring two together, rite?

LOVE yourself a little more

Why do we bother to love when it only brings us pain?

ok, too pessimistic and narrow a view.

it doesn't juz brings us pain. but, mostly.

but this question is like asking, why do we live when life is such a pain?

because we do not have a choice since day 1. to live(love) or not to.


i am becoming who i am NOT.

and who i was, i am becoming not.