sometin made me to read back on my old posts in dec 08.
not much memories left of the me back then. and all that happened.
i m still the same me one whole yr later. crap.
things, feelings, thinking, never change.
for better, or for worst?not sure.. but one tin im sure is..
no matter how hard i try, how long i take, how slowly i am takin it. i just cant do it.
some hopes that need to be dashed, still remains.
some wishes that are made, never get fulfilled.
some dreams so vague, they only get archived.
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i really, really wish.. i wont write like tat anymore, one year later.