bye July

and this is a debt that you can never finish repaying me

我放你走。

fml

wishing my heart is as cold as how my face looks

so I can stop feeling hurt by mindless remarks 

and act blur like no harms done 

and everything is as fine as it should be in their perspective.

strangely, I feel more love from a stranger than the people around.. 

self-sacrificial type of love.

one who will inconvenience herself so that I can also benefit. 

of coz. mom's excluded. mom is the best. still counting my days.. counting my blessings. 

这个七月

有点闷闷的

有点难相信

事已过一年

有进步吗?