我爱你 你爱她 她爱她 她爱他
你爱我 我爱他 他爱他 他爱她
咦？怎么这世界 已经没有人相爱
怎么这世界 每个人都不快乐
怎么这世界 每个人都爱别人
不爱自己。。
30.10.10
25.10.10
22.10.10
So, it is proven yet again that humans only serve to disappoint.
I need to learn to be less trusting.
Again, if ppl related by blood will not help, why put hope in the others. It is really tough to learn to stand on my own two feet. Just because I have a proper degree and job doesn't make me emotionally independent enough to survive out there, alone. But if this is what you all expect from me, I guess I can only suck it up. Don't wanna live to meet your expectations of me but I guess I have to be strong for myself. Well, do I have a choice?
Now, how do I stop feeling anything at all?
I need to learn to be less trusting.
Again, if ppl related by blood will not help, why put hope in the others. It is really tough to learn to stand on my own two feet. Just because I have a proper degree and job doesn't make me emotionally independent enough to survive out there, alone. But if this is what you all expect from me, I guess I can only suck it up. Don't wanna live to meet your expectations of me but I guess I have to be strong for myself. Well, do I have a choice?
Now, how do I stop feeling anything at all?
17.10.10
F for ....
It was a failed attempt to try to stay home tdy. To try to start packing.
My niece says it is soooo boring to be staying home on a Sunday.
So out I go now.
I really have no idea how to start packing. Though I have an idea to segregate all my stuff into three major categories. To throw. To archive. To bring alone with.
Easier said than done.
I need some enlightenment!!!
My niece says it is soooo boring to be staying home on a Sunday.
So out I go now.
I really have no idea how to start packing. Though I have an idea to segregate all my stuff into three major categories. To throw. To archive. To bring alone with.
Easier said than done.
I need some enlightenment!!!
11.10.10
Be still.
When He heard that he was sick, He stayed two more days in the place where He was —John 11:6
Has God trusted you with His silence— a silence that has great meaning? God’s silences are actually His answers. Just think of those days of absolute silence in the home at Bethany! Is there anything comparable to those days in your life? Can God trust you like that, or are you still asking Him for a visible answer? God will give you the very blessings you ask if you refuse to go any further without them, but His silence is the sign that He is bringing you into an even more wonderful understanding of Himself. Are you mourning before God because you have not had an audible response? When you cannot hear God, you will find that He has trusted you in the most intimate way possible— with absolute silence, not a silence of despair, but one of pleasure, because He saw that you could withstand an even bigger revelation. If God has given you a silence, then praise Him— He is bringing you into the mainstream of His purposes. The actual evidence of the answer in time is simply a matter of God’s sovereignty. Time is nothing to God. For a while you may have said, “I asked God to give me bread, but He gave me a stone instead” (see Matthew 7:9). He did not give you a stone, and today you find that He gave you the “bread of life” (John 6:35).
A wonderful thing about God’s silence is that His stillness is contagious— it gets into you, causing you to become perfectly confident so that you can honestly say, “I know that God has heard me.” His silence is the very proof that He has. As long as you have the idea that God will always bless you in answer to prayer, He will do it, but He will never give you the grace of His silence. If Jesus Christ is bringing you into the understanding that prayer is for the glorifying of His Father, then He will give you the first sign of His intimacy— silence.
Has God trusted you with His silence— a silence that has great meaning? God’s silences are actually His answers. Just think of those days of absolute silence in the home at Bethany! Is there anything comparable to those days in your life? Can God trust you like that, or are you still asking Him for a visible answer? God will give you the very blessings you ask if you refuse to go any further without them, but His silence is the sign that He is bringing you into an even more wonderful understanding of Himself. Are you mourning before God because you have not had an audible response? When you cannot hear God, you will find that He has trusted you in the most intimate way possible— with absolute silence, not a silence of despair, but one of pleasure, because He saw that you could withstand an even bigger revelation. If God has given you a silence, then praise Him— He is bringing you into the mainstream of His purposes. The actual evidence of the answer in time is simply a matter of God’s sovereignty. Time is nothing to God. For a while you may have said, “I asked God to give me bread, but He gave me a stone instead” (see Matthew 7:9). He did not give you a stone, and today you find that He gave you the “bread of life” (John 6:35).
A wonderful thing about God’s silence is that His stillness is contagious— it gets into you, causing you to become perfectly confident so that you can honestly say, “I know that God has heard me.” His silence is the very proof that He has. As long as you have the idea that God will always bless you in answer to prayer, He will do it, but He will never give you the grace of His silence. If Jesus Christ is bringing you into the understanding that prayer is for the glorifying of His Father, then He will give you the first sign of His intimacy— silence.
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