So, it is proven yet again that humans only serve to disappoint.

I need to learn to be less trusting.

Again, if ppl related by blood will not help, why put hope in the others. It is really tough to learn to stand on my own two feet. Just because I have a proper degree and job doesn't make me emotionally independent enough to survive out there, alone. But if this is what you all expect from me, I guess I can only suck it up. Don't wanna live to meet your expectations of me but I guess I have to be strong for myself. Well, do I have a choice?

Now, how do I stop feeling anything at all?