when im in good mood, i blog.

Haa. im the slowest to post this pic up.. though i was in singapore durin the wkend n both of u r not! haha.. all three happened to be in purple! ser's fav color!! with a pinky christmas tree!! so we became happie not juz becoz we watched Happy Feet that nite. but also becoz of the brainstorming for our pre-christmas celebration!





the other tree inside The Cathay


other pics sitting in my hp now..

the meet-up


our hair looks messy in this.. =p


purple balls in marina


ooh i find this cat in the same sleepin position as the main cat on top!

i realised i am home every tuesday nite. or rather, every nite. caught consecutive episodes of 'Say I do', the chn 8 entertainment show on tues tat help couples propose to each other. saw a few of those gers proposing to their other halves. wow. tremendous courage. n thick enuff skin. hee

it juz goes to show how boring singaporean guys are. so much so tat we gers have to tink of more romantic ways so as to leave a deeper memory inside for as long as it can/shld be. but of coz, exceptions r the few guys who proposed thru this programme. a big clap for that little effort to wan to make tins more memorable n 浪漫 for their halves!

be it guys don know wat is romance, don appreciate it, or know but don wan to show it. u all deserve a big knock on the head. hello, wake up. this ger beside u is oni here now. grab the chance. grab every opportunity tat u have to let her know hw u feel inside. where r all ur guts?! juz show n do wat u wan! wat r u waiting for?! life is too short to wait!

wat a terrible wk/wkend.

no, nothing bad happened. juz all the thots gg on in my head.

busyness n stress fr work. i dun know really where the stress comes from. tats even worse. fri was totali pissed by C bank and P firm. why does life has to be like tat.. haiz. im juz an innocent 小猫 living in the cruel world.

somebody stop my head fr spinning. the thots r flooding my mind. i cant remember simple tins which nver get out of my head last time. i lost count of dates. i forget abt the little details in life tat matters. i forget abt his love for me. n the meaning he sets out for me to achieve. i feel more dan lost.

weekend too short..

these were taken last sat.. got woken up by mom askin me to help take pics of jiayi dancing for her sch performance.. yea i actuali felt the 'responsibility' like a mom not wanting to disappoint her kid. so i went.. despite the slight hangover n headache fr the previous nite of white wine session =p

her looking cheery n happie fr within


spotted me n my cam?!


lookin serious in her dance


some other cute kids






kids love bubbles.. sadly,i already forgotten tat kinda joy


mom and the little devil


that same afternoon shoot..


stray n pups

meow~

hee.. new catty blog skin! all thanks to our dearest darling Minz! Me n serene both got a new personalised blog skin!!

of coz.. as usual.. i didnt even attempt to put on this skin myself. for fear that i might lose or mess up everything. still need some time to explore ard this new template though. i know nothing abt html.

ok time to end the day. time reali flies. everyday goes by juz like tat. ppl are gg away for christmas. australia, hk, london, japan.. suddenli feel the emptiness. like there's nothing to look forward to. hate the stagnancy. hate the random thoughts. somebody bring me away.

i wanna go away...

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

Caught 'A good year'

it was rather encouraging.. to see that he gave up his good deal in the bankin job..the life he was so used to.. for the love of his life. to retreat to the countryside. n live the rest of their lives together. how sweet.

but here, how many of us would dare to do that. the many $100Ks that we would lose out if we choose an option like tat. n we lose out on the one and only opportunity in our entire life. be it an opportunity to experience life somewhere else, or juz simply to find the love of our life.

that's life. though we only live it once. most of the times we dare not do things that would hav greatly changed our lives if we hav chosen otherwise.

rainy sat.. with bad headache. n a melancholic feel.

everyday is like a mad rush. fr the time i step into office, to the time i step out for lunch n back.. and then till the sky turns dark. i don get to count every hour like before. some say its good. but i don like time to fly past me without me noticing. ok mayb tat doesnt apply to work. provided i can finish my stuff on time, that is. but my monthly credit report isnt halfway done yet. n im always kept busy with other stuff. tink i deserve a big clap to myself coz i did 3 loans in an afternoon! phew! despite a lot of cokups here n there becoz of the stupid banks/ers. opps.

i just hope their quarterly board paper nitemare be gone soon. dan they'll feel better n so will i. dan she will hav time to entertain my qns. wahaha

*in stress mode*

yawnz..............

now, wats there to look forward to for the remaining 1.5mths of 2006? christmas? New year? where n when shall i embark on my next escapade? if only money's not the problem...

work occupies time, but not the emptiness within..

dinner wasnt a simple affair. mayb i shldnt hav came back to join. felt rather 'extra' . hmm..

work is.. givin me severe headaches these 2 days. real bad ones. n a big pimple on the forehead. eyes felt so strained throughout the day too. more of such days to come..

i duno how i managed to came up with all these while workin.. goes to show how much i couldnt get myself to focus totally on work. but anyway..

i wan someone who is/will/can...

cheer me up when im feelin down..

read me a scripture b4 i go to bed..

give me a motivating quote b4 i go to work

share my emotions.. or simply, be there.

sing a song with me.. i love duets.

stand tall with me.. so that i don look 'overgrown'

watch a movie n laugh/cry with me

hear my problems in life..in work.. even if he cant solves them.. at least shower me love in another way to make me forget my sorrows

whom i can share his problems.. be there for him whenever he feels a moment of weakness, i will lend my shoulder. the guy doesnt always have to be the tougher one..

whom he can be proud of having me in his life. =D vice versa

shares some time with me, no matter how busy our lives are..

love being together yet able to share our own lives with other frenz

drink with me.. not necessary get as high as me.. so long as he's there to make sure i get home safe n sound

pray with me.. giving thanks n being thankful for having each other

bring me back to church n worship together

blade with me.. not necessarily faster but as fast

walk with me.. in malls, in parks, in another country

bring me to trips..experience sometin diff together

star/moon-gaze with me..

love cats as much as i do

drive me around..or gimme a car, i'll take the wheel.

lend his shoulders when i feel tired

joke with me

understand why i do certain things, even if not, gives me moral support

watch a movie at home with me..
give a warm hug whenever i needed one..

now.. is it that hard?

thank god.

freakin 12 stitches! on her forehead. it happened again when im not home. is tat a blessing or wat. coz i might juz freak out if i were to see the blood pouring out. n her crying like nobody's biz. my heart would hav juz cracked on the spot. haiz.

didi fell fr his bike n hit his head on a curb at the busstop few mths back. 5 stitches. and today , jiayi fell while running n playin with him at home. it happened juz few hrs after i left home. n mom's not at home.have the cheek to call me n ask me to rush down to KK to take a look as she is still in her fuckin mahjong session. FUCK big time. i refused. i know all i can do is to pray in my heart tat she'll be alright. pray for healing. i went on to blade. the worrying was gone.

exercise is a good way to.. make ur initially upset mood, a little lighter. or mayb it's the beach. the sea, the breeze and the sun tat make the worries all go away.

i came back home, saw a smile on her face. sense of relief. though the bandage was.. little scary. couldnt imagine hw the wound would look like. don dare to look too. i still remember how didi's stitches look like. n how shan oso freak out when i show her the pic. eeks.

busy and stressful days ahead. body aching. bt great wkend i would say. simple but blessed.