5.11.06

thank god.

freakin 12 stitches! on her forehead. it happened again when im not home. is tat a blessing or wat. coz i might juz freak out if i were to see the blood pouring out. n her crying like nobody's biz. my heart would hav juz cracked on the spot. haiz.

didi fell fr his bike n hit his head on a curb at the busstop few mths back. 5 stitches. and today , jiayi fell while running n playin with him at home. it happened juz few hrs after i left home. n mom's not at home.have the cheek to call me n ask me to rush down to KK to take a look as she is still in her fuckin mahjong session. FUCK big time. i refused. i know all i can do is to pray in my heart tat she'll be alright. pray for healing. i went on to blade. the worrying was gone.

exercise is a good way to.. make ur initially upset mood, a little lighter. or mayb it's the beach. the sea, the breeze and the sun tat make the worries all go away.

i came back home, saw a smile on her face. sense of relief. though the bandage was.. little scary. couldnt imagine hw the wound would look like. don dare to look too. i still remember how didi's stitches look like. n how shan oso freak out when i show her the pic. eeks.

busy and stressful days ahead. body aching. bt great wkend i would say. simple but blessed.

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