22.1.06

Its a day of pain.. as usual.. my hormonal cycle muz hav gone bonkers too. Was it the stress at work? or wat? coz i don hav any other sources of stress .. so it muz be those invoices tats awaiting me.. i wish for a happy new year.. oh Father,give me the strength n patience to go thru all of these!!

Watched Geisha last nite. I think it��s a nice show.. since I haven read the book before..so mayb expectations�� not too high. But somehow I guess there could be sometin more.. abt their lives.. some secrets of the way they live n pursue a life of glam..glam but not so glam afterall. They say they don sell their bodies.. but why do they hav to sell off their virginity in order for them to become a rightful geisha? Aniwae.. if I hav the time, will find the book to read up more.

After the show, saw the movie display at milenia.. I think chiyo is very cute!







After which was tea at Conrad.. love the sugar stick n cubes..


15.1.06

Happie ^_^



Finally, my collection is full!! managed to get the last one (white cat on pink ball) with the kind donation from my 2 buds! lol!! n forgeting xj with whom i kapoed the white cat on yellow ball from..its like a dream fulfilled! n eh..spent 4bucks on this last piece. so i ended up with extra 3. anyone interested? to collect this 3?hehe. free!

oh ya, this is where i read my daily horoscopes (not religiously though)

http://horoscopes.astrology.com/dailycancer.html

surf ard, and u'll get to c the 'prediction' for the year 2006. for love. for career. blah blah.
damn..the weather's so hot yesterday bt nver go blading.. headache at home whole day..sleepin thruout n watchin anime..practicalli a nua day at home.

today funny weather again..hot one moment, dark clouds another.. blading's gone too!! yawnz!!!

gg wait till feb dan can blade again le..sobz..was stil feel a little motivated to learn sometin..hai~

cant stand it at home with the kids......damn.... im losing it again..my temper's coming back!! so is my mom's!! wtf!! ny reso's down the drain again!

ok ..let me calm down a little.. locked the door n hiding in my cosy rm again..

a wkend at home..means too much time for my mind to wonder again.. juz cant find the correct words to express them... im a sucker for verbal expressions..

aniwae they r rubbish thots which doesnt realli matter..

theres nothin much to blog abt this weekend..unless theres somewher to head to later..

fri nite diiner at ms foodcourt.. a wierd combi of ppl..bt still went ok.. moo's fren somehow juz bingo-ed at my horoscope. when she blurted out she cant live with cancerians..haha..n i was giving her tat face. yea somehow her analysis of cancerians is right..3/4 rite oni, pessimistic, over-emotional, passive.. but fault-pushing? i don do that..or rather, i tend to suck it up..put the blame on me n let the world hav peace. i juz cant be bothered with the nonsence of arguing n putting the blame on someone else..

n more compatible zodiac signs are scorpio n pisces. both water signs. oso earth sign like taurus..but it was already proven tat it wont work. ha

somehow horoscopes are entertaining stuff..believe them oni when they are good.

Symbol: the Crab
Ruling Planet: the Moon
Ruling House: Fourth House
Element: Water
Quality: Cardinal
Keyword: HOME
Date with destiny: Scorpio, Pisces
Run for the hills: Aries, Libra
Where you glow: hosting a party
What makes you tick: nostalgia
Fitness forecast: swimming
Play date: redecorating
Perfect jobs: chef, nursery school teacher (duh x2)
Best accessory: hand-knitted scarf
A sure thing: best dish at the potluck
Destination: Orlando
Pleasure: baking, comfort, children (huh..pls..)
Pain: snide remarks, forgetfulness, crab jokes
What's my line? Home is where the heart is. (probably oni when the kids arent home)

OVERVIEW: Relationships, relationships, relationships. That's going to be your focus during the first half of 2006, particularly during January and February. If you're single, prepare to be approached by someone you've been seeing on an extremely casual basis -- someone who's ready to commit, and who hopes you're willing to do the same. If you're not quite ready, though, don't allow yourself to feel forced, manipulated or talked into it. If you're attached, expect to be proud of your choice and to end up even closer to your partner by the time summer rolls around. During the first three weeks of November, an old flame will reappear in your life, most likely asking for another shot. If you think you two really can come up with new solutions to those old problems, and you're interested, go for it. If not, bow out gracefully and see if you can't simply remain friends.

Throughout 2006, you'll need to keep an extra careful eye on your finances. Overspending will come easily to you, but if you give in to temptation, you'll have plenty of time to regret it -- especially if you overextend via plastic. In addition to keeping track of what you need to pay back and when, you should also put a bit of cash aside. You may need it for professional reasons around the end of March or the beginning of April. You should also keep an eye out for the possibility of turning a hobby into a part-time source of income -- at least part-time. The universe may be trying to nudge you into a whole new profession, and this could be just the beginning.

By early winter, if someone from out of town comes to you with an offer (and this someone happens to be quite interesting, exotic and influential), think hard before you automatically refuse it. This could be the one you've been waiting for. Above all else -- and in all departments -- trust your instinct. After all, when has it ever let you down?

overall for 2006 sounds positive. haha. its good to think positive eh? tat shld start the year gg good. i cross my fingers.

7.1.06

its been two consecutive late fri nites.. out with my best buds..hanging ard late at nite n earli in the morning..slept at 6am..up on sat at 4pm..tats why did not agree to go blading today ..coz will be damn lazy mood... seems like im quite gettin sick of blading oredi..though i love speed blading..but am looking forward to learn new stunts once again..think i shall get myself a pair of hand guards soon.

hmm..serene's in shanghai now with her dar, james..hehe hope they enjoy their time time, cold cold n more hug-hugs. =D

work's getting stressed!! think its becoz of my honeymoon stage for the past 3 mths..rather used to it oreadi..now..mgr wans to see my deliverable..oh my god..stress me..n AM's bugging me everyday every hr.. i am...argh... feeling stressed out n... feeling rebellious once again!! i hate to be monitored so closely n once i feel tied up, i feel like escaping!! i know i shldnt, but...argh....

Anyway, in all, i shall trust in Him. n cast my fears n cares upon Him.

few days ago, moo's grandma passed away suddenli but peacefully. n liling met wif a minor (according to her) accident which dislocated her arm (!!! minor?!?!!!) Life, once again, is telling me that it is short, n we muz treasure who n wat is ard us at this point in time!!

3.1.06

Late resolutions... gee

I��m still not able to convince myself that it��s a whole new year already..

That I shld hav a totali new perspective to life..new hopes, new dreams..new targets..

Im falling behind time..i sit here, watching time ticks by.

Everyday shld be a brand new day..everyday shld be led differently, not juz during the beginning of another year.

January.. don particularly like this time of the year..coz it��s the time of the year when i feel most ��lost��, when everybody else is setting goals n resolutions..im forcing myself to come up with some too. When mths goes by, n when their resolutions have fallen to the back of their mind, that��s when im on par with everybody else..leading life aimlessly..at least in terms of work.

Ok, I shldnt sound so pessimistic abt life. Meow.

I am still thankful to God, for I am able to another breath into the new year. And hopefully have many more to come.

So in 2006, I shall��

1) save more money
- by watching less movies, spending less on alcohols and midnite cabs

2) find a direction in life

3) develop a closer relnship with God, family and frens

4) find my life partner

5) exercise more (jogging, walking, blading, badminton, hopefully bball too)

6) eat healthy (less fast food, meat, choco, ice cream, sweets; more fruits, vegs)

7) go for another tour!

8)be faster (in everything like walking, running, blading, actions, talking, responding..blah)

9)more patience..patience..n more patience..for the kids. for life's 'canot-help-it' realities)

I think there are many more miscellaneous tins which I would like to improve on.. but they are too small for me to notice n pen down.. everyday I will discover some n take mental notes of them. All for the better of me. And ppl ard me, I hope.

1.1.06

1st JaN --Tw0 tHouSanD SiX

Pending for New Year Resolutions... =D