realised i could juz tear in a split second.
imagine the undue stress that was imposed on me..
but by wat? work plus i duno wat else..
8.2.06
7.2.06
they've gone to Sarawak, peace once again.
Tonite was exceptionally peaceful.. so much so that we're feeling amissed. mom say, our hse is so much quieter without the kids.. such that they're feeling..wierd.
its contradicting.. how on normal days we wish we can get some peace at home.. n now the quietness has transformed into a lack of liveliness at home. when will we ever learn to appreciate the tins we have now?
aniwae.. im quite fine with it. i like peace. 7 more days of peaceful nites.. i juz pray i don think too much.. muz keep my mind occupied. with happie thots. bt are there? hmm..
n ya.. its been duno how long since mom called me to ask me eat dinner with them at punggol.. finali..i've gotten back my 'attention' from them.. but..too bad... think the entire's week will be spent outside having dinner..wahaha.. let the two old hav their own 'two-person world' ba..haha
its contradicting.. how on normal days we wish we can get some peace at home.. n now the quietness has transformed into a lack of liveliness at home. when will we ever learn to appreciate the tins we have now?
aniwae.. im quite fine with it. i like peace. 7 more days of peaceful nites.. i juz pray i don think too much.. muz keep my mind occupied. with happie thots. bt are there? hmm..
n ya.. its been duno how long since mom called me to ask me eat dinner with them at punggol.. finali..i've gotten back my 'attention' from them.. but..too bad... think the entire's week will be spent outside having dinner..wahaha.. let the two old hav their own 'two-person world' ba..haha
6.2.06
Where's my Heart of Worship.. ?
Realised I've been FAR away from God..
Only when i listen to christian songs dan i realised how much i need Him in my heart..
Wat hav i been occupying my mind with nowadays?.. lots n lots of nonsensical yet sinful thots.. an emotional and spiritual trough!!
My daily prayers.. for family, frens n myself.. have long been lost!
Sayin grace b4 meals is also a long ago practice..
Sorry Lord!! i've been lazy!! Im guilty!!
Only when i listen to christian songs dan i realised how much i need Him in my heart..
Wat hav i been occupying my mind with nowadays?.. lots n lots of nonsensical yet sinful thots.. an emotional and spiritual trough!!
My daily prayers.. for family, frens n myself.. have long been lost!
Sayin grace b4 meals is also a long ago practice..
Sorry Lord!! i've been lazy!! Im guilty!!
2.2.06
am shagged. oni bladed a little n was panting away! i reali need to exercise more le! when was the last time i had a vigorous session with rw n qw?i love their speed though quite hard for me to catch up! ahh.. busy students..
erm..yes.. im heading to ktv almost every week since dec/nov? pls don say im crazy or wasting money. coz i've reali cut down on movies le n this ktv isnt too ex.. n e main pt is the company/crowd.. new frenz/col in my life.. n i reali do feel blessed to hav shared activities with them.. considerin the fact that in the previous company i didnt get to reali make good frens with the ppl there..it was pathetic. so.. now work mayb boring bt more time on hand means more leisure activities which makes my dull life a teenie weenie bit more erm..exciting? hopefully.
erm..yes.. im heading to ktv almost every week since dec/nov? pls don say im crazy or wasting money. coz i've reali cut down on movies le n this ktv isnt too ex.. n e main pt is the company/crowd.. new frenz/col in my life.. n i reali do feel blessed to hav shared activities with them.. considerin the fact that in the previous company i didnt get to reali make good frens with the ppl there..it was pathetic. so.. now work mayb boring bt more time on hand means more leisure activities which makes my dull life a teenie weenie bit more erm..exciting? hopefully.
1.2.06
wat a great start for the first workin day of the doggie year..the doggie style!
First Stress of the day!! AM ask if i can reali finish up by work by 15th feb.. n says i can only go for the course on 20th.. if i can finish by that deadline! n in the first place, we werent allowed any extension past 15th feb wat! wat the heck..so again.. she reassures me that my team is gonna finish up their work as stipulated..n i shld work harder to meet mine! Also, she says she need to keep a CLOSE eye on me.. coz im new to it! ok fine.... *breathe in* Pui!
2nd Stress of the day.. physical stress.. other dan the heavy laptop catwalk across the road.. I was made to shift piles of those invoices which i accumulated over the past week. yea i think i made 4 trips in total to shift to another rm.. why the heck muz they book tat rm! now im back to the first rm! ahhh..seeing a tall soul walkin to n fro.. somebody commented tat i can be a part-time model with my hgt.. argh.. but somehow my fate is here.. shifting mountains of invoices while 'catwalking' in the office ..
ok.. still.. im gonna remain 'positive'. new year, new start! i wanna prove all the fortune telling wrong.. tat this dog year is gonna be a good yr for all doggies! at least for the start la!
First Stress of the day!! AM ask if i can reali finish up by work by 15th feb.. n says i can only go for the course on 20th.. if i can finish by that deadline! n in the first place, we werent allowed any extension past 15th feb wat! wat the heck..so again.. she reassures me that my team is gonna finish up their work as stipulated..n i shld work harder to meet mine! Also, she says she need to keep a CLOSE eye on me.. coz im new to it! ok fine.... *breathe in* Pui!
2nd Stress of the day.. physical stress.. other dan the heavy laptop catwalk across the road.. I was made to shift piles of those invoices which i accumulated over the past week. yea i think i made 4 trips in total to shift to another rm.. why the heck muz they book tat rm! now im back to the first rm! ahhh..seeing a tall soul walkin to n fro.. somebody commented tat i can be a part-time model with my hgt.. argh.. but somehow my fate is here.. shifting mountains of invoices while 'catwalking' in the office ..
ok.. still.. im gonna remain 'positive'. new year, new start! i wanna prove all the fortune telling wrong.. tat this dog year is gonna be a good yr for all doggies! at least for the start la!
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