I��ve got an inflammation of my right ear hole!! Damn!! It��s pain n.. pus-y. help!! Need to get some plastic stubs n antiseptic b4 my earhole rots away!!!

Somehow my brain was inflamed too. Since last nite. Filled with rottens thots all thanks to the super sad song I sang late last nite n woke up with the melody in my head this morning.. sweetness gone. Memories stay. Life goes on.

It��s V-day. Another day for couples to celebrate. Another reason to splurge on good food. Another day for the male to crack their brains. I still prefer that both exchange gifts..giving surprises to each other..rather dan telling wat each other wans. Practical la.. but dan it made this day juz another day to buy tins for each other. N lost the ��romantic�� feel and surprise.

Ahh.. mayb im still putting too high a hope on relnships..haha
The more u feel and wan to make this day to be special, the more normal it turns out to be..

it was a no-booze weekend.

2 nites of fireworks. finale.

hopefully the next round of fireworks i'll hav a good cam with me. hmm..

ajar ajar FIGHTING! =)

realised i could juz tear in a split second.

imagine the undue stress that was imposed on me..

but by wat? work plus i duno wat else..

they've gone to Sarawak, peace once again.

Tonite was exceptionally peaceful.. so much so that we're feeling amissed. mom say, our hse is so much quieter without the kids.. such that they're feeling..wierd.

its contradicting.. how on normal days we wish we can get some peace at home.. n now the quietness has transformed into a lack of liveliness at home. when will we ever learn to appreciate the tins we have now?

aniwae.. im quite fine with it. i like peace. 7 more days of peaceful nites.. i juz pray i don think too much.. muz keep my mind occupied. with happie thots. bt are there? hmm..

n ya.. its been duno how long since mom called me to ask me eat dinner with them at punggol.. finali..i've gotten back my 'attention' from them.. but..too bad... think the entire's week will be spent outside having dinner..wahaha.. let the two old hav their own 'two-person world' ba..haha

Where's my Heart of Worship.. ?

Realised I've been FAR away from God..

Only when i listen to christian songs dan i realised how much i need Him in my heart..

Wat hav i been occupying my mind with nowadays?.. lots n lots of nonsensical yet sinful thots.. an emotional and spiritual trough!!

My daily prayers.. for family, frens n myself.. have long been lost!

Sayin grace b4 meals is also a long ago practice..

Sorry Lord!! i've been lazy!! Im guilty!!

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