don reali knw wats wrong with me . missed my pte bus for 2 consecutive days. it made me realise that there are alot of things in life tat i took for granted. God. my parents. frens ard me.

wat can i do to not take tins for granted?

broken back.

wat if, love falls on someone of the same sex?

this world is huge. love could be destined in another country.another race.another religion. Love can fall on anyone. older, younger, male, female. could it?

how will the ending be like, if one of them did not die? will there be an ending at all?

somehow, i feel sad for them.

this particular cute jap guy is in the same course, sitting at the same table with us. didnt find him cute until one of my col commented. well, he is cute, with an accent but reali good english. coz he has studied in the uk. anyway, i hav nver met anyone who looks so much like z. the face (nose n mouth area), his expressions, n even the way he walks! damn! but of coz, this jap is cuter but also shorter( juz ard my height i guess)..

no, not tat i've taken an interest in him. (mayb juz a little, but not as much as my col who kept askin him lots of qns. but haa! she's married! no chance!) the main pt is.. becoz of him, i was consistently reminded of the other. so obviously im not payin much attention to the speaker thruout. argh. worst tin is. i even dreamt of z in my sleep last nite! holy cow! guess its oni the 2nd or 3rd time in the ..2 yrs?

nothing bad .. but oso nothing good abt it.

and.. damn. oni today dan i realise i shld be angry abt wat jay said on sun during bladin. why am i always so slow? but well, everytin is over. as long as i know im not like wat he said. im not! argh!!

Nua~

ahh.. the effect of sun's blading finali sank in. the bodyache always come one day later. wierd. this time round, both my thighs r aching, instead of the usual right one. Coz i decided to not be lazy but lift up both legs when gaining speed. coz somebody reminded me tat one thigh will be thicker.. or rather.. more toned dan the other one hahah

arms ached too. isit the blades or the fall? hmm...

3 day course. hw am i gona stay awake thruout? damn. its like havin AA304 lecture back in ntu. all the audit terminologies. all the good stuff said abt audit. good practices tat auditors shld adopt. loads of crappppppppppppp. hate it.

i spent so much time thinking n writing this post initially. so much so that it wasnt saved when i click on 'publish post'. hmm. mayb it juz wasnt meant to be posted.

in short,

thank you for loving me.

Fri nite ...@ Paulaner

Pardon my photoshop skills. 1st try.



Realised we didnt take any pics later in the nite @ new asia bar!

Shld hav snapped some pics while we're dancing..hehehe..