shagged. was out the entire day.

am still coughing away. throat still hurts fr all the forcing out of the phlegm esp late at nite n earli in the morning.

realised the world, or rather, singapore, is reali so small. the happy hr jap-lookalike singer fr Paulaner stays in my blk. haha. saw him leavin for his perf with his guitar at 6.10pm on fri.

15more mins to gg hm. yes, home on a fri nite.

i dont know if its becoz of my poor health? or becoz i wan to save some money..

or isit becoz there's no one interesting to hang out with, n no interesting places to go too..

its always at these times when i crave for Calbee Hot&Spicy potato chips n some hoegarden. but i cant. hai~~

wat a boring fri nite. sianz sianz sianz

am still sick. took another day's mc. 2nd time this week. tats makes it a 3-day work week. good gracious me.

i had no choice. the 2 days at work was a torture. consistently fighting the sleepy/drowsy bug throughout. even at 11.50am when lunch is near, i was dozing off. at 4.45 which is juz half an hr away to gg hm, i was oso dozing off. imagine the entire day fighting to hold up my lids. n my throat kena attacked for 2 times! practically suffocating me as i coughed n coughed till my tears came flowing down, followed by inability to make any sound to respond to my col who's askin me what's wrong. hai~

i hate it when i get sick. coz it nver recovers even after finishing my first round of med. which means, more med. more porridges and noodles. no fried food. no cold drinks. no beer of coz.

work sucks when u don hav like-minded colleagues ard to chat with. tat i guess, is the only motivating factor to make me wake up n go to work diligently. bt knwing that they r now 'suffering' in overseas audit, work sux more for them, n their tiredness is multiple times more, i knw i shld be glad n i shld not complain further.

1st of Mar

The cough is bad. Esp when nite falls and dawn breaks.

Phlegm is clogging up my respiratory tract. N tickling against my throat. Inducing the same old throat problem tat I have not too long ago. Damn!

Tempted to get myself a camera n start taking pics of nite scenery, sunrise/sets, etc. I miss photo-taking!!

But I��ve yet committed myself to another financial burden/savings plan.

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Am feelin so drowsy.. after the med.. yawnz��why wasn��t I given 2 days mc..

The attack of the phlegm is back. Was coughing like mad at nite n in the morning. Damn.

I wish I could sleep forever. N not think abt anitin.


Was out with mom yesterday to run some errands. She kept complaining abt dad hugging tightly to his money. Tell me not to marry a khek. She doesn��t understd y I say I don like boring guys. Coz she thinks its more impt for the guy to be stable rather dan fun. she��s not in a rush to marry me off. Coz I kept complaining abt stayin so faraway in punggol..and she commented tat if I got a bf I can apply for my own house already. Sheesh. Tats juz too far away la.

N she kept askin me to go work in bank, coz the staff inside look like they r enjoyin the aircon inside n doin minimal tins oni. But I commented that �� �Ҳ�ϲ�����롯and she doesn��t know wat I mean.haha.

Somehow as I grow older, my gap with her is increasing as well. N sometimes I juz couldn��t be bothered to explain things to her. Things tat ppl in her generation are not concerned with. N even if I bother to tell, she wont fully understd wat I mean. Anyhow, money issue is always the killer.

fri nite was bad. my body failed me. woke up with a sore throat. nite was even worse as i was practically suffering from extreme coldness on the outside, heatiness on the inside. i know fever will follow as soon as i close my eyes coz of the usual bodyache symptom. n thks ser for beating me so hard coz the pain was EXAGGERATED multiple times! ouch!!

but still, i was a big cold shivering dim lightbulb in paulaner tat nite. haha

tat nite didnt hav gd sleep coz of the severe burning sensation on my forehead n splitting headache! all the way till 9am when i pop a panadol (thks who mom who fetched tat for me. need her coz i couldnt get out of bed) n slept all e way till 1+pm n dan i felt better.

anyways.. fever's gone. juz left with sore throat plus a minor cough. don think i will take any mc though coz AM's not ard to bother me on mon n tues.. n i don wanna stay at hm to be bothered by the kids .(don know why i think im losing my patience towards them)

of coz, parents thot i oni had a headache not fever.. if not i think they will nag tat i kept gg out after work tats y fall sick la! but anyway i know im not spendin much time at hm recently. well well.. the following 2-3wks or so i'll be a good ger. i'll come hm for dinner to save money too. make full use of my bus transport to n fro.

hai the following wks ahead will be.. draggy i think. with M gone last wk n V gg off 2mr.. sobsob..i feel so lonely!! no good company for bfast, lunch, dinner! sobsob..

aniwae, i shld be glad i can stay here. safe n sound. home sweet home everyday. n i'll keep prayin for them while they're away. for safety. for love, care n concern from whomever/wherever. for efficiency in completing the yucky audits. for time to pass quick. am looking forward to end Mar. late apr. hmm.