i need a cam at the end of this month for my bangkok trip..hmm..

who is so kind to borrow?? hee =)

help!
i cant stop thinking abt food!
and i cant stop eating n munching away!!

At this rate, i'll grow fat in no time!

what happened to me???

She's always on my mind.
From the time i wake up, till i close my eyes.
She's everywhere i go.
She's all i know.

Though she's so far away, it just keeps getting stronger everyday.
And even now she's gone, i'm still holding on.
So tell me where do i start, cause it's breaking my heart.
Don't wanna let her go.

Maybe my love will come back someday, only heaven knows.
And maybe our hearts will find their way.
And all i can do, is hope and pray.
Cause heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me, that if you really love her.
You've gotta set her free.
And if she returns in time, I'll know she's mine.

But tell me where do i start.
cause its breaking my heart.
Don't wanna let her go.

Maybe my love will come back someday, only heaven knows.
And maybe our hearts will find their way.
And all i can do, is hope and pray.
cause heaven knows.

Why i live in despair, cause wide awake or dreaming.
I know she's never there.
And all the time i act so brave, i'm shaking inside.
Why does it hurt me so ?

Maybe my love will come back someday, only heaven knows.
And maybe our hearts will find their way.
And all i can do, is hope and pray.
cause heaven knows.

Heaven knows.
Heaven knows.

don't know why im full of thoughts again

Love is like a game of strategy
You have to strategize every step u take
If you don��t wan to get hurt easily

The words to say
The actions to take
A strong heart of defense to make

You want to share your life with him
You want him to share his too
But there��s always this inner part of him
That you will never get to know

You try to mix with his friends
You introduce yours to him
You try so hard but to no avail

There��s always an obvious difference
To the way he behaves
When you two are alone
And when his friends are around

His ego sucks
It makes him so cold
Till it hurts u so much
You can only whine n cry

Love can be sweet
So much so till u cannot take it
No words can describe the kind of feeling

But love can be so hurtful at times
So much so that you would rather forsake the sweetness
To spare your heart from that moment of despair

Some choose to hang on
Despite how bleak the future seems to be
For we all do not know how it will turn out to be

So we just hang on loosely onto it
And see if it will tighten or break

When love is over
You forget the pain
You enjoy the freedom
You hate the loneliness
You harden your heart to any intruders
For fear of the same pain

But memories stay
Scenes of sweet times keep coming back
You wonder why the hell you think back of those times
When u should be reminding yourself of the pain
So you could stay determined forever

shagged. was out the entire day.

am still coughing away. throat still hurts fr all the forcing out of the phlegm esp late at nite n earli in the morning.

realised the world, or rather, singapore, is reali so small. the happy hr jap-lookalike singer fr Paulaner stays in my blk. haha. saw him leavin for his perf with his guitar at 6.10pm on fri.

15more mins to gg hm. yes, home on a fri nite.

i dont know if its becoz of my poor health? or becoz i wan to save some money..

or isit becoz there's no one interesting to hang out with, n no interesting places to go too..

its always at these times when i crave for Calbee Hot&Spicy potato chips n some hoegarden. but i cant. hai~~

wat a boring fri nite. sianz sianz sianz