it's just diff when u hav someone. things u talk about, plans in the future, and etc.
im glad they found theirs. im glad i don feel that out tonite. n im oso glad to knw they're my dear sisters who are like what ppl say, 'stars that shine in the nite, sometimes u don see them, but they're always there for you'. ppl who are so close, yet they don expect, and they love you more than their other halves. or so i believe. truly.
wine plus beer on a thurs nite. near wkend so its alrite i suppose. i keep biting my tongue on the cab ride home so i keep myself awake. i guess it's true the body numbs everywhere with alcohol. coupled with an exhausted body and tired mind. gee. but dan there's still this craving to inhale that smelly fag whenever one is high on alcohol. ah.
why do we need to hope? life is make up of choices. if it's within ur control, why hope? just do it, aint it supposed to be like that? pray and it'll happen. hope and nothing will ever. so, just do it. why not?