v2 might b rite. i'm already 27. n my resume still sucks. i should just stay put here and wait. even if i might rot and disintegrate here. just to build up the resume. wait and see. i need alot of patience here.
i'm not motivated and i don't know how to distract my mind fr these. but i know i should stop doing certain things such as drinking because they're unhealthy. exercise more because i wan to keep fit. eat proper meals so my appetite don't go downhill. think more positively because afterall i know who is in control.
so dear friends, please help me to keep these things in check.
spent quite alot recently on the new cam n as such neglected the big cam. bought my bike but still waiting to collect it in june. and still a few more things on my list of to-buys. no travel plans is no good in this case because i juz cant seem to properly save up n not tink abt the big ticket items. bleah.
25.5.09
22.5.09
i like these two
那些已经犯过的错误，有一些是因为来不及，有一些是因为刻意躲避，更多的时候是茫然地站到了一边。我们就这样错了一次又一次，却从不晓得从中汲取教训，做一些反省。
多少次又多少次，回忆把生活划成一个圈，而我们在原地转了无数次，无法解脱。总是希望回到最初相识的地点，如果能够再一次选择的话，以为可以爱得更单纯。
多少次又多少次，回忆把生活划成一个圈，而我们在原地转了无数次，无法解脱。总是希望回到最初相识的地点，如果能够再一次选择的话，以为可以爱得更单纯。
21.5.09
20.5.09
keep running
im amazed at myself for running ten rounds on the tracks ytd. i usuali only managed about 4-5rounds at the stadium, or 1-2 rounds ard my estate. n i used to hate running during sch days. it was only after i've moved here and then i started jogging ard the neighbourhood. i finally can feel how a jog helps to relax ur mind and body at the same time.. of coz after the initial lazyness felt at the start of every run. just need to keep running.
and then i spent the nite watching a badminton game on one of the sports chn with dad. btw the two amazing men fr CN and MY. CN won. he looked good wet in his sleeveless top sticking all ard his body and his pecs r so visible. hahaha.. ok, wat i wanted to say is, i tink the only connection btw me n my dad was badminton. as we watched, jiayi was beside us playing with her new racket. n she kept askin my dad if she played correctly. it reminded me of hw my dad started teaching me when i was way younger at five?..n i played all six years in pri..but too bad i decided to give up the cock for a bigger ball in sec sch. hmm. was it ever since then we had lost the connection btw us, the common tin abt us.. the father and daughter tin.. was he ever present at any of my matches then? i lost all my precious memories of the past.
but wat is amazing is my badminton buddy is still beside me as my childhood fren till today.
27 is so near. sobz. sobz. sobz.
and then i spent the nite watching a badminton game on one of the sports chn with dad. btw the two amazing men fr CN and MY. CN won. he looked good wet in his sleeveless top sticking all ard his body and his pecs r so visible. hahaha.. ok, wat i wanted to say is, i tink the only connection btw me n my dad was badminton. as we watched, jiayi was beside us playing with her new racket. n she kept askin my dad if she played correctly. it reminded me of hw my dad started teaching me when i was way younger at five?..n i played all six years in pri..but too bad i decided to give up the cock for a bigger ball in sec sch. hmm. was it ever since then we had lost the connection btw us, the common tin abt us.. the father and daughter tin.. was he ever present at any of my matches then? i lost all my precious memories of the past.
but wat is amazing is my badminton buddy is still beside me as my childhood fren till today.
27 is so near. sobz. sobz. sobz.
Don't look back; instead, keep looking forward!
Today's Verse 1: Proverbs 4:25
"Keep looking straight ahead, without turning aside." --CEV[4]
Today's Verse 2: Philippians 3:13b
"But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead..." --NIV[1]
Today's Message
I have caught myself saying it on occasions. "Why did I ever do this?" "Why didn't I ever think of that?" "Why did I do this instead of that?" "If I only would have listened..." "If only I would have..."
The truth is plain and clear: yesterday is gone and we can't do anything about it. What's done is done. What you and I *can* do now is decide wisely today for a better tomorrow --understanding that God is more than willing (and faithful) to work on our side in whatever circumstances we find ourselves.
During their desert journey to the promised land, the Israelites were always finding a reason to complain and ask these same questions concerning Egypt. And God showed them in many ways how much He loved and cared for them. However, they would only complain and grumble some more, to the extent that God was forced to judge them and let that generation die without ever having access to the promised land.
Let us learn from their example and keep our focus on today and the future God has for us. For whatever we choose to speak and do this very day will ultimately affect our tomorrow --all the way through eternity. Never lose sight of that.
Today's Prayer
Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for today, a unique and awesome gift we call "the present." Teach me to value each and every day in such a way that the choices I make be in total agreement with Your plan and purpose for my life. I thank You for the beautiful tomorrow You have set before me, and I pray and rejoice with an attitude of joy and gratitude. In Jesus' precious name, amen.
"Keep looking straight ahead, without turning aside." --CEV[4]
Today's Verse 2: Philippians 3:13b
"But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead..." --NIV[1]
Today's Message
I have caught myself saying it on occasions. "Why did I ever do this?" "Why didn't I ever think of that?" "Why did I do this instead of that?" "If I only would have listened..." "If only I would have..."
The truth is plain and clear: yesterday is gone and we can't do anything about it. What's done is done. What you and I *can* do now is decide wisely today for a better tomorrow --understanding that God is more than willing (and faithful) to work on our side in whatever circumstances we find ourselves.
During their desert journey to the promised land, the Israelites were always finding a reason to complain and ask these same questions concerning Egypt. And God showed them in many ways how much He loved and cared for them. However, they would only complain and grumble some more, to the extent that God was forced to judge them and let that generation die without ever having access to the promised land.
Let us learn from their example and keep our focus on today and the future God has for us. For whatever we choose to speak and do this very day will ultimately affect our tomorrow --all the way through eternity. Never lose sight of that.
Today's Prayer
Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for today, a unique and awesome gift we call "the present." Teach me to value each and every day in such a way that the choices I make be in total agreement with Your plan and purpose for my life. I thank You for the beautiful tomorrow You have set before me, and I pray and rejoice with an attitude of joy and gratitude. In Jesus' precious name, amen.
17.5.09
fr someone's blog..
"I don’t know why I enjoy old memories like this, or why they affect me so much. Maybe because I’m an introvert. It’s said that introverts go back to memories for stimulation. I’ve always found a distinct pleasure in reminiscing about old times, when I may have been more damaged, but more innocent too. It’s like innocence is the only thing you have no control over losing. As you grow older, you learn more about how the world works, and a once naïve optimism is replaced with the cold, hard realities of life.
You think of how nice it would be to have the mind of a child again, when your biggest worry was what to wear and whether she likes you, but you can never go back."
You think of how nice it would be to have the mind of a child again, when your biggest worry was what to wear and whether she likes you, but you can never go back."
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