fml

wishing my heart is as cold as how my face looks

so I can stop feeling hurt by mindless remarks 

and act blur like no harms done 

and everything is as fine as it should be in their perspective.

strangely, I feel more love from a stranger than the people around.. 

self-sacrificial type of love.

one who will inconvenience herself so that I can also benefit. 

of coz. mom's excluded. mom is the best. still counting my days.. counting my blessings. 

这个七月

有点闷闷的

有点难相信

事已过一年

有进步吗?

you know how they say timing is everything? 

do you believe in second chances? that if you've missed it once.. and God would be so kind to grant you another?

or maybe there is no such a thing called the right timing. how on earth would your right timing be the same timing as another person's? and the 'right' person would be of the right sex, with the right personality and fit..lifestyle..moral values and life's goals.. 

maybe all these are just hopeless fallacies.. 

just saying

They came to the conclusion that men are essential for procreation, but when it comes to pleasure... unnecessary. 

-Wonder Woman 

still my fav scene