you know how they say timing is everything? 

do you believe in second chances? that if you've missed it once.. and God would be so kind to grant you another?

or maybe there is no such a thing called the right timing. how on earth would your right timing be the same timing as another person's? and the 'right' person would be of the right sex, with the right personality and fit..lifestyle..moral values and life's goals.. 

maybe all these are just hopeless fallacies.. 

just saying

They came to the conclusion that men are essential for procreation, but when it comes to pleasure... unnecessary. 

-Wonder Woman 

still my fav scene

眼泪笑了

还没开始, 但却

一样痛

没遗憾, 因

深深爱过

离远远的 

是对的

吧。

the only way is .. up.

again and again, 

i fail.

even when it's not my problem,

in the end, 

it became mine. 

and i became THE problem.

uninspired. and unmotivated.

where do the brokenhearted find their comfort from.. how does everyone else manage so much better in life despite their similar circumstances? where do i begin..

down and out. it's been so long i last felt any warmth from words, much less a physical embrace..  the stronger arm that protects.. are only memories that's left.  

puzzled..

it's scary how the lesbian couples r breaking up despite the many yrs weathering through things and situations together. like really? even though I know nothings forever but for what they went through..the thick n the thin.. what really tore them apart? or does it just boils down to the fact that no two humans can be tog and tolerating each others differences forever.. straight or gay.. even if what they had been through was the best time of their lives.. 

thank god for the wine.. hot hot water.. n light to guide me back to tent n managed a quick shower in the outdoor toilet. just reminds me of the cold bath I had in Rome. . cold and shivering.. and yet .. sweet. some memories r really meant to stay eternal. and I am really thankful for this point in my life.. having been through what I've been through.. w no regrets whatsoever .. and to be able to start anew come what may.