31.7.04

Dedicated to s*R*n*...hee

hmm...wat we were talking abt last nite at esplanade...jot down some pts here.

- becoz u r now totali involved in it...u cant see urself like how we c u...if u can hop out of the little circle tat u r in now..things will definitely be clearer.n i reali mean CLEARER.

- i know its hard..n this is wat u've prayed for exactly, bt always trust that when u wan to jump out of it..u will still be able to. Juz becoz He gave u tat now..doesnt mean it is always urs forever...He will take it away fr u oni when u ask..or when it's in His plan.

- the pt is...He does provides..He does love us..we always trust that at the end of it..there's always a rainbow...but this is not to be interpreted in the sense that we shld push on n swallow everything..hide the hurts...drain the tears...

-I don know if u r waiting for an answer from Him now..mayb the assurance that u hav in ur heart is still very strong... i don mean to shake any of ur confidence n determination that u harbour...i juz hope u will look back at urself..r u truly enjoying gg thru all these for him?is tat future that u dream of any nearer or more possible dan last time?

-Only when we have complete faith n trust in Him, dan we will not demand any answer from Him. The circumstances that we r in justifies the decision tat we make..it may be His way of telling us the ans tat we always wanted from him.

Maybe this song applies to u now...S.H.E 'ta hai shi bu dong'. there's a line tat says... li kai shi xiang yao bei wan liu...ru guo kai kou na zhi shi wo yao lai de wen ruo...

dou shi bei le tai duo de xin yuan, liu xing cai hui die de na me zhong...ai tai duo xin ye you zhui hui de shi hou.

sorry hard to translate to ang mo here..will spoil the song...hee...try downloading the song lah k..