14.8.04

13th Aug

Today's ktv wif jay n rw..wasnt in my best form coz i still having the aftermath of a flu..so 'bi yin' very heavy n obvious..so i cant reach those high pitch haha

the nite at fisherman was great man..my second time there wif ser n minz...i find the food not bad n drinks nice too leh..duno y u two got so much complaints haha..mayb coz i've been avoiding heaty food for days..so finali get to get some i very happy n satisfied.hee.

Hmm... maybe ser was rite..i've never been in love before..it was juz 'like'. not 'love'. no wonder..i cant seem to remember any sweet memories...cant seem to picture the old memories..not becoz of my short memory but becoz they aren't sweet in the first place..hmm...oso sometin which ser said was not so right too..don reali understand why u say i hav not much confidence in God n take things in my own hands leh? I nver had enough confidence in myself in the first place n i always n always trust that He is leading my way!! Maybe becoz i don seem to be growing in His way...tats why she said that.hmm..i will take note of this.

Am i cold-blooded or wat?

whenever i hear sweet love songs or watch sweet scenes in movies...i cant relate to anyone...not last time..not even now...haiz...

or issit..maybe i haven met the right guy yet...the path is still long... I know He will walk it wif me.

2 comments:

ShinoZ said...

Trust is always a lesson.. Coz Human fails.. forget.. Sometime we thought we are trusting.. But how truly is this trust...?But we are imperfect..but we had to aim and ask for guidance..and i think you are doing it lah..I also can't remember what about that second question.Maybe we can further discuss it when u are back.
Abit too late to wish you safe trip BUT i know our Sovereign God will guide you.. He is our providence~ Our shelter.. the Healer..
Finally i understands what's love and i think i found my love after searching for unlimited tries.. And i will treasures it..I hope you will find it soon.

milkdew said...

gee..serene..honestly..i'm not looking forward to love at the moment..duno why..juz think of it so tired!haha

so lets not hope i'll find it soon..

but hope i'll find him one day...not too late..not too early..at the right time..gee.