he has left.. only be back in either half a yr or a yr later...

a lot of mixed feelings..

his msg this morning..makes me realised tat wat i thot was wrong..

i thot he was quite irresponsible.. to tell me his feelings..and dan do nothing abt it.. ever since our first meeting here..he didnt ask me out animore.. n seldom contact me..

but in actual fact..it was becoz he was afraid tat his feelings will deepen if we meet up again.. and he still has to leave now..

i feel relieved to know his true feelings.. knowing tat he is not tat kind of person whom i initially thot.. he cant be..from tat way he tells me tins abt himself..from the way he interacts with his family..from the beginning i start to know him..right in his own place of belonging..i saw his real self.

All i can say is... it was a feeling tat wasnt give any chance at all to develop.. for fear of the unknown.. to think back.. i think its abit 'ke xi' .. both of us might feel tat bit of regret..but still..if it was allowed to...tins might nt get any better.. ~~hai

Thanks for all the nice memories tat u've given me, I wish u all the best..

I'll c u in a yr's time.