it's true. there's a demon in each of us.

its either let out once in a while. or never. well-restrained.

the Mars show has a very dark side to it. though at the end of it, its juz another typical love story btw the two leads. but the way the film is shot tells a lot abt the dark side of human beings.

I ve a demon in me too. but not to the extent of wanting to kill others for the joy of it. tats in the show. the one in me makes me wan to wreck up my whole life. n see wat will happen when i do not hav what i hav in life now. or maybe, to put an end to the sufferings that im gg thru now. they r not sometin big n major as compared to the world's sufferings.. but they r enuff to kill my body.

last nite in club. fatigue is still dominating my body. i had real lots of sleep these few days. but this restlessness is constantly in me. its not the alcohol takin effect even. coz my head was so clear n i cant let loose myself to dance. my body is giving way despite the stimulant. all it wans is some sleep. i think i can lie motionless for days for it to recover.

was supposed to do some work juz now. n.. i fell asleep. damn. wat's happening to me? there seem to be nothing to look forward to in the days ahead.