when u get down on ur luck, everytin don turn out well.

im love n hate technology.

i remembered how my clients' computer systems always get down whenever i needed sometin last time.

and now, it was the low memory problem tat keeps hanging it.

dan it was the IE and MSN tat couldnt work. (muz b virus fr some restricted websites surfed by the irritating person n yet accused me)

n dan.. it was the Word. Even God doesnt wan me to send out those resumes.

n lastly (i hope), its the hp. isit my problem or theirs?

im cutting myself away fr technology. it eats up my time.

im reminded once again.. the more u try to take control of ur life, the more tins wont work out the way u wan it to be. the more rebellious i get, the worser is the consequence. though it doesnt fall on me.. but it hurts even more inside becoz i tend to take up the blame. And the more u wan to do sometin for someone, the more it wont happen.

i hate myself for being... like this.