weekend too short.

i tink its me. im not good with techy stuff. neither do they like me. a simple plug n use tin for others.. bt cant work for mine! argh.. as expected. n CS for SH sucks coz they said they will get back but didnt! wasted my breath repeating myself to diff ppl n yet no resolution.

its wierd how i can let other's perceptions of tins/events affect me. for the better or the worst. i willingly let it happen. n let myself run in circles simply becoz i couldnt make up my fucked up mind!

i reali wish i can hav more of some courage. determination. first, know wat i wan. do it. listen to wat others hav to say but not be influenced by it.. hard though. also of coz, i reali promise to.. not tink too negatively on tins first. though my defence is reali.. im juz tryin to be realistic in this harsh harsh environment....after being in the workin env for less dan 3yrs.. n i knw wat i've been thru is reali juz peanuts compared to some others i tink.. but still..

the morale tok is reali an uplifting one, master. i appreciate all the advices u hav been giving me. u r reali a good role model to learn from in terms of $$$.. wahah though i know i'll nver ever........oki.. tink +ve...

n oso the envisioning chat with S&S was.. great too! though ser feels abit left out coz its an East-West divide.. when its all a fun tok, less considerations r involved and it makes u feel light n good.

reali need to sit down n tink. tink n decide. n tink further. forward n forward. not in circles. i'll remind myself tat.

Its good i don hav time to feel lonely though no one's at home for the weekend. Thanks for being with me.