blessed this birthday. not becoz of the gifts i received. but becoz of the ppl ard me. frenz showering me with love. accompaniment even if it means me initiating askin sistas out to spend time with on the bday's eve. =p im ok with it coz i reali juz wan to spend time with ppl dearest on my special day. thats the oni tin tat makes the day special.n i didnt expect to juz blow a single candle this year.. 2+5 candles isnt alot so i thot i could blow so many candles for the last time! coz after this year i wont wan to announce my age animore.. coz time gonna fly fast after 25. its wierd but so true.n as u get older, gifts r lackin of the surprise factor.. more of the practical stuff. i got a pillow,tee, hairdryer, perfume, adidas jacket, passport holder.. 3/5 are upon request. another 2 are made known b4 the purchase is made.no complains.. i love all of them! n not forgetting the 4 bday cards. i love cards n funny blessings written inside... mayb i shld blog some pics. but damn this laptop doesnt have lanya. argh.nvm.later.
mood swings rather severly again. from a high few weeks ago.. to a super low pit. mostly due to the uncontrollable emotions within. caused partly by work. by wats happenin at home. in my own foreseeable yet uncertain path ahead.i reali hate myself sometimes.i am becomin impatient with myself. my life. mayb i shld juz go to sleep.for good.
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