urge

i always feel an urge to change my life.

be it, outside or.. within.

esp so when i see or feel a certain way twds situations/things/ppl.

but most of the times i cant really decipher what i really wan/need to change.

n most importantly, how and what i shld go abt doing it/them.

this post is just another example of myself getting nowhere, with oni more qns generating in my head abt the how and what i wanna change abt me/my life.

argh.

but i still feel that strong urge to wanna change sometin, at least sometin that comes from within the heart. n not leave things to luck/fate/or wait. hmm.