I had a good dream last night. Of myself finding a new job, without even gg for an interview, nor did I serve any notice. It all happened in the same week. Somemore, the location is in town. I don hav to do payments. I don hav to do mth end review. Woot!

But it is juz a dream. =(

I tink it reflects how much I wish I can juz run away immediately. Nx week being the dreadful month end close week. Grrrr.

But dan again. The more u hate sometin, the more u go shld abt doing do it. Tat will help u to overcome it sooner. Like how im still tryin to figure out my new added portfolio at work. Even though I super dread it. I churn out the daily excel shit fr the bank’s website everyday but just did not get down to doing the detailed work. Trying to stay motivated is tough. Esp when everytin will start to hit me again whenever im at my weakest.

N I m still tryin to convince myself tat tins will be better after sometime. After I get hold of things. And I’ll challenge myself (n my boss) to try to cut down on some of the processes in order to be efficient! I canot understd why she needs to be so detailed in even the simplest task. lll

Time flies. Mon-wed flew past in a blink. N left me very exhausted. But hey it’s Friday again! And wkend. And Monday. And so on. Yawnz.