maybe afterall, frens and love, the former is what i really depended on most. unknowingly.

or maybe, i've placed too much expectation on the latter. being exposed to too much sweet endings in dramas and the like. when it comes to reality, it's alot more to compromise, learn and to live with.

frens, albeit they come and go, enter and leave, or reappear again after some time.. what matters most is.. they leave footprints in the heart.

i need to learn to be independent still. on my two own feet. i didnt even know my hand was holding onto sometin until i realise i'll soon lose hold of it. but that is, i guess, just what life is meant to be.