not a great start to 2010. in fact, the cramps set in in the last few hrs of 2009. but i still down-ed that martini and beer, because there was too much frustration and exhaustion in my weary body accumulated in the day/week.

and so i spent the fri sleeping throughout. the cramps were not severe like usual, but mild and lasting for the whole noon doesnt make it more tolerable. the bloatedness dragged till today. i can count the number of items i put in my mouth since ytd. one bread, one curry puff. one muffin half a bagel, and a peanut pancake. it is not a very gd eating habit but i really cant help it when i don go out on weekends for proper food.

there are so many things i haven do. the oni tin i've done is to rest enough so i can face nx wk's close with abit more energy. i tink i need to springclean the wardrobe again soon. i have yet to tink abt my resolutions. i knw i am drifting away and i need to do something abt it. aloof and bo-chup, but still cares fr within. if only all can understd that this is who i am, as a friend.