It's been more than a month since moving out. Saw mom twice. Once at the rented place. Another when I went back 'home'. Still trying to detach myself from the feelings I get when I look at the scene of the family communicating from where I sat. It feels like I'm watching a chn 8 family drama which, I'm not part of, sadly. N I'm speechless. You see why it is better not to see them at all. Because the nx mrg when I wake I wld tink that tdy I'm returning home to the parents but no, the default now isn't so.
If you have been asking how's life now and you get the standard reply from me, pls understd that I am trying my best alrdy. Things are not as bad as people wld think. It's sad. I know. But it's getting better, I believe.
God is closer. Some friends are closer. I shld be thankful alrdy. If you have learnt being happy alone, I will try to too.
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