he has left.. only be back in either half a yr or a yr later...

a lot of mixed feelings..

his msg this morning..makes me realised tat wat i thot was wrong..

i thot he was quite irresponsible.. to tell me his feelings..and dan do nothing abt it.. ever since our first meeting here..he didnt ask me out animore.. n seldom contact me..

but in actual fact..it was becoz he was afraid tat his feelings will deepen if we meet up again.. and he still has to leave now..

i feel relieved to know his true feelings.. knowing tat he is not tat kind of person whom i initially thot.. he cant be..from tat way he tells me tins abt himself..from the way he interacts with his family..from the beginning i start to know him..right in his own place of belonging..i saw his real self.

All i can say is... it was a feeling tat wasnt give any chance at all to develop.. for fear of the unknown.. to think back.. i think its abit 'ke xi' .. both of us might feel tat bit of regret..but still..if it was allowed to...tins might nt get any better.. ~~hai

Thanks for all the nice memories tat u've given me, I wish u all the best..

I'll c u in a yr's time.

Your Birthdate: July 15

With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene. The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher. You are very responsible and capable. This is an attractive and an attracting influence. You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it. You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research. You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes. This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup. You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways.

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"some day...conscience will get over the better of me
n i will realise
money is reali juz a materialistic thing
n reali life means more dan havin money to spend
dan i will reali quit it
n get some life"

This was wat i said to someone in May..

Somehow...

its coming true...

Too soon?too fast?...

'Why give up a better pay?' was the most commonest qn i get..

frenz..if u r my frenz..pls giv me motivation..

i wan to believe there's more to life dan juz.. money..

I love n hate it..

This week u'll find me at Blk 820, Woodlands St 82

No,no, i don live there, and yes, my client is there...

a playground in front of the blk, some ma-ma-shops ard, a neighbourhood plaza nearby...

makes me miss staying in bedok!!!!!!

argh..

n client is a frenly bunch of malays..

n the place is filled with monkeys running ard nx door..bangin onthe walls..screaming n jumping like..monkeys..

Tired ...

why am i so suay..always kena do conso..after the past 2 mths of struggling with E company conso..now i hav to mingle with the B company figures..they are driving me crazy for 3 whole days!! I hope 2mr i can do sometin else..relaxing..haha

Figures are making me sleepy in office..i hate them..my eyesight deteriorated probably becoz of the laptop and the figures...

My nose feels sore from all the running n rubbing.. red nose already..sobz.. n throat's feeling very dry n irritated somemore..guess work is reali making my body sick physically n mentally..

hope the vit C tat i bought helps build up my immune sys.. n im running out of my Shaklee GLA complex pills..coz there's no more 20% discount in Guardian..argh...juz when my pay comes out for me to replenish them..now i cant buy animore..its a whole 10bucks diff for every bottle!!

Gee.. feels like gg for a short wkend trip again..

I miss Batam.. But i miss Taiwan's the Most!!

Another weekend gone..Is this all life is about?

Up to the altivo we went.. having been to Mount faber once, the scenery still doesnt impress me much..fact tat HK's Peak has left a deeper memory in me.. and the recency effect of Taiwan's prettiful mountains..well..this is still singapore aniwae~~

So had another peaceful nite spent there..drank a peach martini..each of us had a drink n total bill was 50bucks..when we wanted to pay, we discovered a rather wierd n disgustin policy of altivo's..tat being seated at the sofa seats, we actuali had to accumulate a bill of 70 bucks as a minimum spending!! Argh..how angry we were when we heard tat..coz we weren't told abt it..nor did we see any notices abt it..so the Business Law module i studied in uni came to my mind..sometin abt..if customers aren't told n there's no prominent notices telling us that, we actually hav the right to not pay..So we got our first waiter to hear us out, and luckily he knew we stepped in b4 9pm, and told us the rule doesnt hav to apply to us coz its oni effective after 9pm..haha..so off we went..for supper at bedok 85..dan our big superstar fan came to join us..haha..i find the bak chor mee still quite nice n tasty..mayb coz long time nver go bedok le..n fried oyster was ok oni coz we got the wrong stall lah..ended up poor rw had diarrhoea n fever the nx day coz he helped us ate all the oysters!!haha...rest well n recover fast ya..don think of gg out wif ur mei mei liao la..haha..who ask u don wanna acc me go blade..=ppppp Now u hav all the time to do ur PROJECT at home lo..whahaha evil me ;)