as the weekends come to a close, im feeling odd. like a pre-close to the entire escapade. qns came flooding my mind once again.

during the first few days here.. i felt like gg back home.. now tat i've grown familiar to this place.. suddenli i dread gg home.. for i don knw wats ahead of me. who wil be there for me. wats waiting for me. the fear of facing reality.

ser says we r diff.. i know tat.. i will face it.. with strength from above i hope.

somehow i've got nothin to blog abt. bt lots to write in my small blue notebook. hmmm..

i hope when i go back, i will spend less time in front of the computer. n more time with ppl.. hmm.. do u miss me.