Have spent few days/weeks collating the junk n sending them out of my mailbox so tins can be done while im away from work.. n just when im about to sink into my holiday mood.. mgr has to come n tell me abt the board approval for my major proj. that will probably be one of the biggest component of my KPI this year.. nt that my ye bonus will be any fantabulous, neither will it be very much affected by this coz it’s a Major project that probably wont be completed by sep anyway. But still I feel I shld be responsible enuff to start planning for it b4 I leave for tw trip. (practically on left 1 day) Or at least start tinking abt it. The load in june gonna be bad bad bad coz of those backlog tat im struggling with now, plus more accumulated during these 2 weeks of absence.. plus the proj.. blah blah blah.. how exciting.. hw to banish my post-holiday blues n sink myself into the workload when I come back? and july’s gonna be the quarterly nightmare once again! Can I don come back at all?? Feels like running away yet again! Ah. Haven even went for the trip n im tinking way too much. Shall not make myself miserable tinking abt the workload. Its gonna be fun fun fun!
And its been almost a full 8 mths with the company. I cant believe hw time zoom pass me. it is as loooong as my time in that previous co which was practically like hell everyday.. except those enjoyable times during n after work with the pals. Anyway..wat I can conclude as of now is.. this is way better dan audit. Despite the stress n pressure being real-time.. despite the amount of manual workload n admin.. I guess its reali stil tolerable. At least there isn’t any push factor yet.. (im stil tryin my best to overcome tat quarterly nightmare)..as for pull factors.. nothing’s certain..too many considerations come into play which my puny brain cannot weigh properly.. I can/shall let God lead. I can totally trust in Him.
p/s: for ppl who keep forgetting, im leaving at 1pm fri 25th May.. be back at 11pm tues 5th June. Till then!
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